Good bye lil red focus...

So it's official... this week sucks. I got a call from my dad letting me know that my car... my cherry red focus, is scrap metal. Yes its true my lil red rocket is no more... So Kris I will be needing that eulogy! Anyway, I'm trying to make lite of the fact that this week has been the hardest I've had to deal with in a long time. A friend reminded me that its God testing me, and I agree. The problem with that is I feel weak, he jokingly suggested that I should work out... but he was right in a twisted way. I do need to work out spiritually, I have handled more then this before and I can handle it but i haven't been reading the Word much this week... bad I know. I know that God is going to test me and stretch me but it's how well I have prepared for that time that helps me get through it, and I must admit that I am poorly armed for this weeks tests... My bad, there's no one else to blame... My car isn't the only thing that is going on but it all seems almost trivial now that I have realigned my focus!... oh My focus.....

My car accident...

Well for those of you who haven't heard... I was in a car accident yesterday. I lost control of my car on t the 163 on ramp and spun hopelessly out of control... I had finally stoped spinning but the problem then was I was quickly moving towards the concrete wall that was going to end my movement. I did end up hitting that wall and coming to an abrupt and scary halt. Watching that wall come closer and closer was THE scariest thing Ive ever gone through... It hit the driver side so I had what i have jokingly called my close encounter with the cement wall... I'm fine, if you were wondering... Very sore but I seem to be fine. I had to climb out of my car over the wall and through the mud to get to the police car. It was quite the scene I'm sure... My mom called at that moment, I can only imagine what was going through the cop's head when I asked him to hold my phone as it's ringing "I'm like a bird, I'd only fly away..." Oh boy what a day...

Oh the blessings...

So i'm in my new place. I L.O.V.E. it... I'm creating my own way of doing things and it's so much fun. I have groceries now so I made my lunch. That use to seeem like a chore but now that its my food and my place its almost FUN! Living this close to the beach is going to be a blast this summer... I see sick days in my future...hahaha! Anyway, all this to say is God is AMAZING and has blessed me beyond anything I could have imagined!

Well it's about time...

There are very few things I wait for in life... 1. The man that will be my husband and 2. My very own place. Well Im not engaged... Im moving!!!! My friend and I have FINALLY found this adorable little appartment. It feels like an accomplishment, even though I'm fuly aware that I did nothing it was all God and His perfect timing. Im so excited to see what kind of new adventure I will have, how things will change, and if I will change. This is a new chapter in my book that I get to write and Im excited to see what it will bring..

15 DAYS TO GO... MAYBE...

Ok so I have a possible "official" move in date... no idea if it will really happen... but if it doesn't then I guess its not the place for me...Im thinking if it dosnt work out by that date its not the place for any of us...God will provide the best answer... I have other options but there confusing... anyway, Im eager to see the 15th and to HOPEFULLY move in!